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[27 Jun 2006|11:44pm] |
I should fucking grow up. DX
whatever. uh. yeah. drawing. haoyoh. <3
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[26 Jun 2006|11:43am] |
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WELL. Hopping around was...not really that fun, and I just realized that I belong at this journal. D:
Hang on, must show Sensei my Hao icon--
There.
Okay, anyway, tutoring is odd. I really hope Mr. Fantini WON'T be my math teacher next year, since he'll torture me and all that stuff.
I need a new journal theme. D: And...
*clings off of Neesan and Sensei* X3
Back for good, at this journal. ♥
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[24 Oct 2005|07:29pm] |
COUGH ANGIE COUGH <<
AIM: m00mellow or oll angie llo
tomorrow around 8 or 9 o'clock >D
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[29 Sep 2005|11:40am] |
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I'm not dead. I've just been going through a crappy life lately, and I'm pretty much delt with it all, now.
I'll be updating her more often, as I have been previously. It's just, I still can't get over one thing, and it might have changed my personality a bit, or a lot. It depends on how you see it yourself.
Anyway, right now, I'm in the middle of fifth period. i'm supposed to be in gym, but I have a bronchiole-lung infection, and I can't do any exercise. Dx I really want to run around at night though, like I used to, everyday. Run until I collapsed, all sweaty and drained. It felt good, because I no longer cared about what was going on aroud me. It kept my mind of anything that would ruin my mood, make me depressed or angsty.
Anyway, right now i can't do that, and if you don't mind me being all upset, go right ahead and talk to me.
Stupid Social Studies project. It's practically impossible to find an article on Federalism in this freaking library. Dx
Gahhhh.
Off to finish homework and the project.
effing paragraph issue. >\
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[22 Sep 2005|08:35pm] |
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Dx Because I don't wanna annoy people with my ranting, because I've already done so. Journals are there to rant in, without you having to worry...so yeah.
The main idea is...
I hate Thanh
I hate her to bits.
She wants Beau to kill himself infront of her. I thought they were friends, and she was just being nice to him because she wanted Rin, Ce and Me to like her. Fact is, I never liked her. -.-;
I mean, I feel bad for Beau. He's been through Hell, with the Rehab thing, and depression and suicide attempts. He's better now, but...
Thanh's making tall tales of Beau stalking her everywhere she goes. I mean, I wouldn't blame him if he was. I'd want to scare the fuck out of her. I'd want to scar her for life, so she'd never be able to speak or move again.
Yeah, I hate that much. I'd never want someone dead. Never have, never will. She just...bitch. She calls ME a prep? Fuck no.
Hypocrite.
*kicks her off the Eiffel Tower* I hope she can't fly. >P
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[28 Aug 2005|07:05pm] |
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Getting winded, and shoved into a closet with your two worst fears, isn't the most fun thing in the world.
I probably would have killed myself if Koby hadn't moved the chair out of the way of the door.
Though, Wallie isn't the meanest cat in the world, I love him, I just...don't want to be stuck in a closet with a freaked out cat.
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[21 Aug 2005|08:48pm] |
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Yesterday, I went to the park, because Cecile and Rebekah wanted to meet there, and talk about our sleepover, on the 29th. *sigh* But Rin never showed up, but her mom finally said we could have a sleepover.
So Ce and I were bouncing off the walls, because we had a sleepover with Rin last night.
We stayed up, and talked. Most of the time, we quoted things from Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.
"Coconut, Walnut, Peanut Butter, Nuget. But, no. I open my mouth, and I find GOLDEN TICKET!"
"And how did you celebrate Augustus?"
"I eat more Chocolate!"
Yeah... And we watched Fruits Basket. >> At home, and at church. XD
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Everyone just seems so mad at me lately.
*sigh* I whine too much.
I'd sew my mouth shut, but...I have to eat. >>; despite how I don't want to
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[06 Aug 2005|10:44pm] |
I went shopping for Neesan! :O
It made me feel better. ^^
Got her this nice little pink and orange notebook thing, so she can write her stories in.
And I got her a sappy little card. x3; I'm very proud of being sappy. >O
Chika and I ran into Rin on the way into town. Chika pointed to her on the street, and I almost fell over, "WTF?!"
We hung out. Rin called Yorrie.
We bothered her about liking Marco and Silva. I don't know why. It was mostly Rin's idea. xD
Off to write fanfics and whatnot~
Ja minna!
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[06 Aug 2005|07:18pm] |
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I know Mag-sama told me to look at the "She doesn't even realize that she's hurting me" situation, through my mother's eyes. I have, and I can sort of connect with the stress she's been feeling.
But, my mom never even realizes that I'm all ready hurt enough, with the Nonghlee problem. Lee... I talked to her a couple of nights ago. I haven't talked to her for a good two months, but the statement "things change" certainly apply. It's not that she's mean, and she doesn't hurt me, but she's completely different now...I feel really uncomfortable talking to her now. I wanted to have as a friend to find comfort in, and have fun with. But it doesn't look like that's going to be happening.
And it kind of hurts me that Katie didn't even tell me that she got a new journal, or screen name. I've been really wanting to talk to her.
I mean, I really love her, but it really hurts that she didn't even tell me, when she told so many others all ready. I don't know.
I know Cecile and Rebekah would be like, "You can always come to us for comfort. You can cry. You can vent/rant all you want. We do it so much anyway, and you've never really done it." They don't know how much I really want to do that. I just...can't. It's not in my nature. Despite how unhealthy it is to keep things inside, I can't really do much else...
I'm not comfortable braking down infront of them, or anyone.
I mean, I've even become someone I hate. I was always against self-mutilation, but...We all know I'm such a hypocrite.
To top it all off, I haven't eatten in a while. Thank's mother dearest
Despite how nice people have been to me on LJ, I might just end up deleting my journal. I could very well not come back.
But, we'll see how things go...
I called both Cecile and Rebekah, to ask if they'd go into town with Chika and I. Neither picked up, and it's getting really annoying how Cecile is pestering me about the money I owe her. Quite frankly, I want her to shut up about it. I'm not trying to sound mean, but I'm being driven insane. Literally.
I'll remember to give her the money.
And...I really miss Rin.
Gah.
I sound like a fragile attention whore, who'll break under the tiniest glare.
I'll just shut up now.
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[05 Aug 2005|04:49pm] |
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I'm worried about Katie. ._.;
Lauren bitched at me today. I mean, she was the one who stole my fan. And she destoryed it. *twitches*
We went to the JFK Library today, for camp. It was awesome.
Annlysa, Angie, Jamie, Miya and I are going to go to an anime con in May. :O If I keep my grades up, I can skip a few days of school for it or something.
Allison might come over soon, and Annlysa might as well. It'll be awesome. We're going to watch FMA and Gundam Seed all day long.
Thank you Mag-chaaaan for the new layout!
^^
LJ is being nice to me again. I'll update more often.
Tschüß~
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[24 Jul 2005|07:24pm] |
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Today was a little uncomfortable, but it was awesome.
Chika finally came to the United States. She's going to stay with me for two weeks.
She's speaks really good English for someone who's only been speaking it for three years.
So, we went to pick her up, and this kid took our picture. My mom wouldn't stop acting all weird.
She was using a high pitched voice like she uses for dogs, and she was using hand motions.
I kept mumbling things in German. xD
My mom is so WEIRD. o_o;
It was annoying. =_=
We hung out a little. Chika brought us gifts from Japan. I got a new wall scroll, and earrings. They're so pretty.
Then we went to Cecile's and hung out. We watched Pirates of the Caribbean. *_* love that movie.
We came home and ate, and watched this weird music video clip. Also, there was this lady on TV getting arrested
for not paying her taxes for 37 years. o_o; She owed like, 700,000 dollars to the government.
Now we're watching "Snow Dogs". xD
;_; I miss you Nee and Shama and Keiko~
We're going bowling tomorrow. x.x I hate bowling. *dies* At least Chik and I can hang out and draw and stufff.
Her friends were doting over my art. It was very interesting. Then we got into a really random conversation about
Inuyasha/Shaman King crossovers. Chika and i might write a littlee story like that. xDD; can't wait.
Peace out d00dz
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[24 Jul 2005|10:35am] |
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o-o Finally~ FOOD!
*devours it*
Anyway, Oo; going to Canobie again. I only went last Monday, but this time I'm going with Cecile.
It'll be a lot of fun, as long as she doesn't get all curious/protective again. "Who's Katie? Where's she live? Have you ever met her? How old is she???? TELL ME!!!"
o-o
*gulp*
Yeah...Otouto-chan can be very, very scary sometimes.
Off to Canobie I gooooo~
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[16 Jul 2005|11:58pm] |
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I'm not going to let this bother me...
I've let too many things upset me, in my life time.
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[16 Jul 2005|11:36am] |
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I have been grounded off of the computer for today. >>;
My mom changed it from three months to a day. xD
I'm gonna miss you all, but I'm also gonna look on teh bright side. :D
how uncharacteristacally Ash-chan~! I like that word; uncharacteristically... :3
I get to play my gameboy, and catch up to Nathan's level, which i've been wanting to do. And read the new Harry Potter book, and possibly even finish it! :DDDDDDD!!!!
See you guys tomorrowwww~!
♥
to all~
*huggles*
*drags Neesan with me*
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[13 Jul 2005|09:23pm] |
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After five months of looking for my USB cable, I can finally take photos again~
( Ash-chan )
>.o *is teh ugly*
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[13 Jul 2005|08:44pm] |
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OMG, I found my USB cable!!!!
I CAN TAKE PICTURES AGAIN!!!!
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[13 Jul 2005|09:52am] |
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._. someone keeps calling.
Not just at anytime, either.
When i'm on the internet. Not any other time.
And its REALLY annoying.
I'm going to kill the people working on the roads too.
They cut out our cable. rawr.
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[11 Jul 2005|06:50am] |
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what the fuck was that?!
All I did was ask dad if he needed anything--
--and I get slapped.
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[11 Jul 2005|01:25am] |
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why...
do I feel like such a horrible friend?
PS. >> Nee, you need to make me a new sn. Think of it as a thank you for the bran theme...:3
nothing evil please. o-o
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[10 Jul 2005|09:32pm] |
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e.e *asks for random, suspicious bits of information*
*not up to something, really* ^^
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